Dearest,
By the time you read this, you and I would have met, learned to love each other, and promised to belong together for the rest of our lives. I would have memorized everything about you — your face, your voice, your touch. And you would know me more intimately than anyone ever has or will.
But right now, I am alone. I know you only in my imagination…and my dreams. But, darling, in a way that I can’t explain, I love you now. It’s as if I know you in my heart, and because we are separated by time, I miss you. So I am writing this to you as a way of reaching into the future — to tell you that I am saving my heart until you finally come to claim it. I am waiting for you, beloved. And I pray that wherever you are right now, you are waiting for me as well.
As the days go by, I long for you in a way that I have never experienced before. It is a strange feeling, to miss someone whom I do not even know. My prayer is that this longing will glorify God by drawing me closer to him, because as much as I love you now and will love you in the future, I will always love Him more. I know that it will be the same for you, as it should. Our common passion for the one who made us for each other will strengthen our love and deepen our bond. It will be the first thing that will draw me towards you.
Though it isn’t always easy, I can see the hand of God in giving us this season of waiting. Because you are always in my thoughts, simple activities become special when I think of them as preparation for the future. There is so much more to learn before I am ready. Be patient with me, beloved, for my life is a work in progress. I know that yours is, too. Therefore, allow me to say this now: If there is anything, anything at all in your past that might hurt me, know that you will have my forgiveness. You do not have to earn it; it is yours. I am no stranger to second chances, and I do not want our future to hold any bitterness or recriminations. Let us live in the freedom that the greatest Love of all has restored to us.
Someday, you and I will talk about everything that made us who we are. There may be laughter, tears, thankfulness, and yes, regrets. But always, God’s goodness will be present. It is, after all, because of His love that we will find each other. And when we do, this season of waiting will give way to a season of discovery, when I can finally listen to your stories and tell you all of mine. So until that day, beloved, I am saving myself for you. I have surrendered the keys of my heart to God, and he will open the door for you to enter in the perfect time.
I love you, my darling. I am waiting.
Gift of Friendship
Somebody once told me that friendship is not about whom you have known the longest; it’s about who care and never left your side.
As I go through life, logging on additional years to my age and in the process expanded considerably my list of acquaintances and friends, I realize the truth to what that someone told me. Indeed, there are friends from whom we are never apart even though time and distance limit your communication and contact with each other.
My friends I have now are no thunderbolt who knocks you off with their looks, intelligence or charisma at first encounter. Experience taught me, much later, that my lasting relationships are not with people who are social dynamite. I have also learned to be wary of relationships that give me a “high”, especially during the initial stage. They came into my life rather quietly. I can say that we are really “mababaw”. We can be happy even in simple and petty things. We enjoy each other’s company by watching jologs movie and in simple gimmicks like videoke and food trips.
I’ve been through so many things in my life. I’ve come to face to face with every difficulty, pain and sorrow. I just could not imagine life without them to hold me and tell me everything is going to be all right. Even through my success, my victory and happiness, they’ve been there and they’ve constantly reminded me that whatever person I become, or even if I’ve failed in many endeavors, they’d still be there for me and give me courage to move on and continue in the journey. We’ve been through everything, we shared our disappointments, frustrations, we even came to a point that we had several misunderstanding and we could no longer comprehend each other but after that, being there in the dark, we’d patch our differences then their smile will inspire and encourage me to stand up and try again. With them I’ve realized my worth. Who I am now is on how they’ve made me feel special despite the circumstances and person letting me down.
All those time that we’ve been together, we’ve seen each other cry, burp. We’ve seen each other grow and mature. They’ve made me stronger because of their intolerable patience. They’ve witnessed my pains and rages. They’ve been there although they were silently having their own personal struggles. Through the year’s inspite of the challenges we had, they’d always been consistent and reliable friends.
I’m so blessed to have very dear friends. I don’t have to mention who they are because I know deep in my heart that they will always be there no matter what, through thick and thin, in happy times or even in lonely times. I’m so grateful to have them in my life. As I enjoy God’s blessings, our friendship continues to mature in the way only good wines do.
As I go through life, logging on additional years to my age and in the process expanded considerably my list of acquaintances and friends, I realize the truth to what that someone told me. Indeed, there are friends from whom we are never apart even though time and distance limit your communication and contact with each other.
My friends I have now are no thunderbolt who knocks you off with their looks, intelligence or charisma at first encounter. Experience taught me, much later, that my lasting relationships are not with people who are social dynamite. I have also learned to be wary of relationships that give me a “high”, especially during the initial stage. They came into my life rather quietly. I can say that we are really “mababaw”. We can be happy even in simple and petty things. We enjoy each other’s company by watching jologs movie and in simple gimmicks like videoke and food trips.
I’ve been through so many things in my life. I’ve come to face to face with every difficulty, pain and sorrow. I just could not imagine life without them to hold me and tell me everything is going to be all right. Even through my success, my victory and happiness, they’ve been there and they’ve constantly reminded me that whatever person I become, or even if I’ve failed in many endeavors, they’d still be there for me and give me courage to move on and continue in the journey. We’ve been through everything, we shared our disappointments, frustrations, we even came to a point that we had several misunderstanding and we could no longer comprehend each other but after that, being there in the dark, we’d patch our differences then their smile will inspire and encourage me to stand up and try again. With them I’ve realized my worth. Who I am now is on how they’ve made me feel special despite the circumstances and person letting me down.
All those time that we’ve been together, we’ve seen each other cry, burp. We’ve seen each other grow and mature. They’ve made me stronger because of their intolerable patience. They’ve witnessed my pains and rages. They’ve been there although they were silently having their own personal struggles. Through the year’s inspite of the challenges we had, they’d always been consistent and reliable friends.
I’m so blessed to have very dear friends. I don’t have to mention who they are because I know deep in my heart that they will always be there no matter what, through thick and thin, in happy times or even in lonely times. I’m so grateful to have them in my life. As I enjoy God’s blessings, our friendship continues to mature in the way only good wines do.
When Best is Not Enough
There are times when no matter how much we share our love and give so much of ourselves to someone, we still cannot find enough reason why he or she doesn’t seem to care about us.
When we involved ourselves to someone, all we want is the sense of belonging and assurance of commitment. A reassuring attitude tells us that we are continually loved. However, he or she, without an awareness of what is important, we got to realize how much we are hurt by the person we loved and cared for. And the worse of it, we are misunderstood… we are unappreciated… When we are appreciated we know that our effort is not wasted and is thus encouraged to give more, we are empowered and motivated to love and respect more.
On the other note, i just don’t get it why we give and give but do not getting back? We feel that our love is unacknowledged and unappreciated. We give more but receive less or sometimes nothing at all. We felt taken for granted. We have loved the person more than ourselves, swallowed our pride but it seem not enough. We thought that being always there is enough… showing how much we care is enough… but the pain inside says it’s not enough… Our minds keep saying you’ve wasted a lot of time and effort, and it’s not worth it, you don’t deserve it… But our hearts say it’s all right.. You have loved and that’s enough.
As i pound on the keyboard of this desktop computer, i stop and think… that maybe that someone can learn how to appreciate me… And looking at it now, i don’t know how i was able to manage. I’m grateful but sometimes i can’t help myself not to cry. Why? Because of simple things, signs of affection that i long to see, words of appreciation that i long to hear. We should listen to words that are not spoken and feel the things that are not seen. Those words struck me… But, maybe then i did my best and it was not good enough…
When we involved ourselves to someone, all we want is the sense of belonging and assurance of commitment. A reassuring attitude tells us that we are continually loved. However, he or she, without an awareness of what is important, we got to realize how much we are hurt by the person we loved and cared for. And the worse of it, we are misunderstood… we are unappreciated… When we are appreciated we know that our effort is not wasted and is thus encouraged to give more, we are empowered and motivated to love and respect more.
On the other note, i just don’t get it why we give and give but do not getting back? We feel that our love is unacknowledged and unappreciated. We give more but receive less or sometimes nothing at all. We felt taken for granted. We have loved the person more than ourselves, swallowed our pride but it seem not enough. We thought that being always there is enough… showing how much we care is enough… but the pain inside says it’s not enough… Our minds keep saying you’ve wasted a lot of time and effort, and it’s not worth it, you don’t deserve it… But our hearts say it’s all right.. You have loved and that’s enough.
As i pound on the keyboard of this desktop computer, i stop and think… that maybe that someone can learn how to appreciate me… And looking at it now, i don’t know how i was able to manage. I’m grateful but sometimes i can’t help myself not to cry. Why? Because of simple things, signs of affection that i long to see, words of appreciation that i long to hear. We should listen to words that are not spoken and feel the things that are not seen. Those words struck me… But, maybe then i did my best and it was not good enough…
The Remaining of What’s Left
See, when I get the strength to leave
You always tell me that you need me
I have made my decision in this chapter. Had enough of this drama I’ve been avoiding but always come back haunting every time.Thought I’m in love but no, this is not real love.Love would never hurt each other in a way both of us can’t understand.It only tells us what’s right and acceptance of together to walk in the light.
And I’m weak cause I believe you
And I’m mad because I love you
Sometimes we are blinded of how sweet the feeling is, but memories will always there even though the colors fade away. We’re just merely human, nothing wrong with trying to be someone we always wanted to be.Sound of changes always calling until the time has come for us to see.
So I stop and think that may be
You can learn to appreciate me
Love always comes back for me no matter how hard time I’ve been passing.All I can learn from it are the feelings I’m enriching into my soulless mind.Words by words you softly speak will always there, no one can erase it.But in time those words are just words and never turn into sacrifices and I’m tired fighting this war alone.Too much blood is shed; too many wounds I’m revealing, until the feelings are slowly gone.
Then it all remains the same that
You ain’t never gonna change
Just let me go and leave me die in peace.I’m trying to live the life I’ve lost long ago when I’m busy trying hanging to you.Maybe I’m not the one you looking for, to many chances we tried and this situation makes us both weary.The future will always have something for you and it’s time for me to be out of the picture.I will always love you, it will never change; I hope you can take this lesson and be much more mature.
You always tell me that you need me
I have made my decision in this chapter. Had enough of this drama I’ve been avoiding but always come back haunting every time.Thought I’m in love but no, this is not real love.Love would never hurt each other in a way both of us can’t understand.It only tells us what’s right and acceptance of together to walk in the light.
And I’m weak cause I believe you
And I’m mad because I love you
Sometimes we are blinded of how sweet the feeling is, but memories will always there even though the colors fade away. We’re just merely human, nothing wrong with trying to be someone we always wanted to be.Sound of changes always calling until the time has come for us to see.
So I stop and think that may be
You can learn to appreciate me
Love always comes back for me no matter how hard time I’ve been passing.All I can learn from it are the feelings I’m enriching into my soulless mind.Words by words you softly speak will always there, no one can erase it.But in time those words are just words and never turn into sacrifices and I’m tired fighting this war alone.Too much blood is shed; too many wounds I’m revealing, until the feelings are slowly gone.
Then it all remains the same that
You ain’t never gonna change
Just let me go and leave me die in peace.I’m trying to live the life I’ve lost long ago when I’m busy trying hanging to you.Maybe I’m not the one you looking for, to many chances we tried and this situation makes us both weary.The future will always have something for you and it’s time for me to be out of the picture.I will always love you, it will never change; I hope you can take this lesson and be much more mature.
Shattered
I’ve been trying to ignore or not be bothered by this emotional drama for several weeks now. I’m just letting myself go with the flow but everything is not in its proper place. Life is unfair to begin with. I guess this line of thought is already moot. Something to ponder about. As I try to go by in a "live and let live principle", everything seems not alright, fate seems not working good on me this time.
I do not know what to do. I’m feeling lost… Maybe because of the vacuum inside that taking its toll. Or maybe these predicaments are giving me permission to cry. That I didn’t have to always be strong, that it was occasionally possible to allow myself to feel weak and let out my feelings.
Few things are crowded in on me: the fatigue, the weight of responsibility, the worry and the endless details of running this, running that. And the worst of it all-loneliness. I felt as though I were at the bottom of a great sea of loneliness. It all came together and I was at once lost, overwhelmed. Shattered. Uncertain. Dumped.
Why? Oh! Why? This feeling of emptiness is overwhelming me. Something is hanging. Questions are left unanswered. Sentences are yet unfinished. Everything is unexplainable. Everything makes me vulnerable. I want solutions but nobody can give me. It is still void. I want to look for the whole thing, every little detail that would make me feel secure, make me feel love. But how can I? Feeling shattered is a manifestation of insecurity, it is a by-product of uncertainty of the situation. Where will I start?
I’m not a blemish-free person. I would rather walk up to a mirror and look at my own imperfection. I am really affected and thinking deeply of these predicaments. I believe there will be answers. Time will come. Time is both a great ally and foe. I wish that I will wake up one day and choose the most appropriate choice and do what is necessary to reach an equilibrium. I hope I’ll find the way, soonest. All will come to pass. It’s just a matter of time. I hope to see myself someday without any reason to be sad. No reason to feel down. Only reasons to be free from the worries brought about by my current situation. Only reasons to be happy.
It is my call. My fate.
I do not know what to do. I’m feeling lost… Maybe because of the vacuum inside that taking its toll. Or maybe these predicaments are giving me permission to cry. That I didn’t have to always be strong, that it was occasionally possible to allow myself to feel weak and let out my feelings.
Few things are crowded in on me: the fatigue, the weight of responsibility, the worry and the endless details of running this, running that. And the worst of it all-loneliness. I felt as though I were at the bottom of a great sea of loneliness. It all came together and I was at once lost, overwhelmed. Shattered. Uncertain. Dumped.
Why? Oh! Why? This feeling of emptiness is overwhelming me. Something is hanging. Questions are left unanswered. Sentences are yet unfinished. Everything is unexplainable. Everything makes me vulnerable. I want solutions but nobody can give me. It is still void. I want to look for the whole thing, every little detail that would make me feel secure, make me feel love. But how can I? Feeling shattered is a manifestation of insecurity, it is a by-product of uncertainty of the situation. Where will I start?
I’m not a blemish-free person. I would rather walk up to a mirror and look at my own imperfection. I am really affected and thinking deeply of these predicaments. I believe there will be answers. Time will come. Time is both a great ally and foe. I wish that I will wake up one day and choose the most appropriate choice and do what is necessary to reach an equilibrium. I hope I’ll find the way, soonest. All will come to pass. It’s just a matter of time. I hope to see myself someday without any reason to be sad. No reason to feel down. Only reasons to be free from the worries brought about by my current situation. Only reasons to be happy.
It is my call. My fate.
My Chinese Birth Year and Zodiac Sign
Chinese Year is HORSEDate of Birth: SEP 12, 1990
Zodiac Sign: Virgo
Birth Stone: Sapphire / Lapis
Chinese Year: Horse
About your Chinese year of birth [HORSE]
The best thing about the people who are born in the Chinese year of horse is that they are physically attractive and very active. They are like nomads and they like to move from place to place. They like the company of others. They tend to fall in love very easily. They are compatible with Tigers and Dogs. But avoiding the company of Rat is always better.
About your Zodiac sign [VIRGO]
Your Zodiac sign is Virgo, the sixth sign of the zodiac circle. You are usually organized, thorough, humane and thoughtful. The general personality traits of a Virgo are that they are very helpful, reliable and precise. People belonging to the Virgo Zodiac sign are usually skeptical, inflexible and interfering. Pisces is your opposite sign. You are least compatible with Aries and Aquarius and most compatible with Taurus, Capricorn and Virgo.
Your birthstone is SAPPHIRE / LAPIS
ingon sila...
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♥ She is a funny, witty and bubbly lass who never fails to captivate everyone's heart. She may not be invincible but she remains strong despite of the problems she encounters in life. A perfect example of someone who is loved and to be loved… that is Kamil del Mar.
-lewey lunio
♥ Kams, I call her, a lady who is so jolly, friendly and sweet. She’s been my true friend since college. We share experiences just like what typical friends do. She loves singing and yes, she really has a great voice. Also, Kams has always been patient that it didn’t ever come to a point that she got mad. And she has always been a good daughter to her parents that she always go home early and obeys what her parents' say. Hmm. What more can I say? I'm lucky for having Camille and I love her infinitely. ;)
-abby montero
♥ She is active and spontaneous. Think she's an athlete, think again! Active here is used in a a sense that she's a smart talker. she can have a chat with you as if there's no tomorrow and laugh as if you're the only people in the world. She laughs and makes fun of everything. she can make hilarious jokes without hurting somebody else's feelings. You can share your experiences to her without prejudism. But what's really fascinating about her is the fact that she's filled with the right mix of the spice enough to satiate you hunger for a loyal friend.
-kate ong
♥ Kamil. The girl I thought I would never be close to. And thank God I was wrong,cause having her in my life makes me feel so blessed. She's a friend who always shows concern and love. The one who relieves you when you really need someone to talk to. She is never egocentric. I know that this girl is fragile just like everyone else, but the best thing about her being BROKEN, she picks up her pieces without hatred and anger, and that’s what made her stronger.
-Ode villarias
♥ She is a funny, witty and bubbly lass who never fails to captivate everyone's heart. She may not be invincible but she remains strong despite of the problems she encounters in life. A perfect example of someone who is loved and to be loved… that is Kamil del Mar.-lewey lunio
♥ Kams, I call her, a lady who is so jolly, friendly and sweet. She’s been my true friend since college. We share experiences just like what typical friends do. She loves singing and yes, she really has a great voice. Also, Kams has always been patient that it didn’t ever come to a point that she got mad. And she has always been a good daughter to her parents that she always go home early and obeys what her parents' say. Hmm. What more can I say? I'm lucky for having Camille and I love her infinitely. ;)-abby montero
♥ She is active and spontaneous. Think she's an athlete, think again! Active here is used in a a sense that she's a smart talker. she can have a chat with you as if there's no tomorrow and laugh as if you're the only people in the world. She laughs and makes fun of everything. she can make hilarious jokes without hurting somebody else's feelings. You can share your experiences to her without prejudism. But what's really fascinating about her is the fact that she's filled with the right mix of the spice enough to satiate you hunger for a loyal friend.-kate ong
♥ Kamil. The girl I thought I would never be close to. And thank God I was wrong,cause having her in my life makes me feel so blessed. She's a friend who always shows concern and love. The one who relieves you when you really need someone to talk to. She is never egocentric. I know that this girl is fragile just like everyone else, but the best thing about her being BROKEN, she picks up her pieces without hatred and anger, and that’s what made her stronger.-Ode villarias
I deserve more...
I don't know. I don't want it to be like this. I hate this. I hate the way you've made me feel,
and I'm sick of pretending that it doesn't hurt me: because it does.
I know, we're complete strangers now. We both pretend like we don't care, but I can feel the tension as much as you can. I know how to hide my feelings from your piercing stare and no matter what you think, I still miss you.
I make no apologies for how I
chose to repair what you broke.
Sometimes, no matter how much you love someone, give someone, do for someone - it will never be enough. And you have to decide if it's worth it, to keep your heart at their feet, so that they can walk all over it one more time.
I wore a disguise, 'cause I didn't want to get hurt.
But I didn't know I - made everything worse.
You told me we were crazy in love,
but you didn't care when push came to shove.
If you loved me as much as you said you did,
then you wouldn't have hurt me like I ain't shit.
Now you pushed me away, like you never even knew me;
I loved you with my heart, really and truly.
Stare in awe, At my hurt and my pain. And pray to God,
You don't end up exactly the same.
I shouldn't love you anymore.
I deserve more.
when you're dreaming with a broken heart waking up is the hardest part
I know that I have strong friends to hold me up.
And I am thankful for this.
and I'm sick of pretending that it doesn't hurt me: because it does.
I know, we're complete strangers now. We both pretend like we don't care, but I can feel the tension as much as you can. I know how to hide my feelings from your piercing stare and no matter what you think, I still miss you.
I make no apologies for how I
chose to repair what you broke.
Sometimes, no matter how much you love someone, give someone, do for someone - it will never be enough. And you have to decide if it's worth it, to keep your heart at their feet, so that they can walk all over it one more time.
I wore a disguise, 'cause I didn't want to get hurt.
But I didn't know I - made everything worse.
You told me we were crazy in love,
but you didn't care when push came to shove.
If you loved me as much as you said you did,
then you wouldn't have hurt me like I ain't shit.
Now you pushed me away, like you never even knew me;
I loved you with my heart, really and truly.
Stare in awe, At my hurt and my pain. And pray to God,
You don't end up exactly the same.
I shouldn't love you anymore.
I deserve more.
when you're dreaming with a broken heart waking up is the hardest part
gugma ♥
One day, you meet Love quite unexpectedly.
At first you are skeptical of this so-called Love. You`re like, "Love, I've never seen you before. I've heard of you, but never seen you around. Are you for real?"
Love makes such an impression on you that you carry it around with you everywhere you go, everyday. You think that you are so incredibly lucky to have found this Love. You can't believe its yours. You are so happy.
You and Love spend long nights dreaming of the future together...all the things that could be.
And then, one day, love turns into something unrecognizable. the language love is speaking is undecipherable. you are confused. You don't understand what happened to Love.
Love is so badly hurt that it is taken away in an ambulance.
When love finally returns, it looks much different than before. It looks sad and bruised and lays limp in your arms. You realize that you probably weren't as good to Love as Love was to you.
So, you take Love and you put it in a special place. Probably the place that you should have put it in, in the first place. You cradle it to your chest until it recovers from its wounds. You caress it and care for it and hope that it will end up stronger than before.
At first you are skeptical of this so-called Love. You`re like, "Love, I've never seen you before. I've heard of you, but never seen you around. Are you for real?"
Love makes such an impression on you that you carry it around with you everywhere you go, everyday. You think that you are so incredibly lucky to have found this Love. You can't believe its yours. You are so happy.
You and Love spend long nights dreaming of the future together...all the things that could be.
And then, one day, love turns into something unrecognizable. the language love is speaking is undecipherable. you are confused. You don't understand what happened to Love.
Love is so badly hurt that it is taken away in an ambulance.
When love finally returns, it looks much different than before. It looks sad and bruised and lays limp in your arms. You realize that you probably weren't as good to Love as Love was to you.
So, you take Love and you put it in a special place. Probably the place that you should have put it in, in the first place. You cradle it to your chest until it recovers from its wounds. You caress it and care for it and hope that it will end up stronger than before.
Dreaming With A Broken Heart
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for the moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering was he really here?
Is he standing in my room?
No he's not, 'cause he's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
He takes you in with your crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
Wondering could you stay my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No he can't, 'cause he's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....
Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Would you get them if i did?
No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
-John Mayer
LIFE’S LITTLE INSTRUCTION BOOK
1. Keep secrets
2. Be brave. Even if you are not, pretend to be. No one can tell the difference
3. Avoid sarcastic remarks.
4. Become the most positive and enthusiastic person you know
5. Be a good loser. Be a good winner
6. Beware of the person who has nothing to lose
7. Live your life so that your epitaph could read, No Regrets
8. Be bold and courageous. When you look back on life, you’ll regret the things you
didn’t do more than the ones you did.
9. Remember no one makes it alone. Have a grateful heart and be quick to acknowledge those who helped you
10. Take charge of your attitude. Don’t let someone else choose it for you
11. Remember that 80 percent of the success in any job is based on our ability to deal with people
12. DON’T EXPECT LIFE TO BE FAIR
Pro lives by all 12 of these rules. I hope to some day
Cheers!!
2. Be brave. Even if you are not, pretend to be. No one can tell the difference
3. Avoid sarcastic remarks.
4. Become the most positive and enthusiastic person you know
5. Be a good loser. Be a good winner
6. Beware of the person who has nothing to lose
7. Live your life so that your epitaph could read, No Regrets
8. Be bold and courageous. When you look back on life, you’ll regret the things you
didn’t do more than the ones you did.
9. Remember no one makes it alone. Have a grateful heart and be quick to acknowledge those who helped you
10. Take charge of your attitude. Don’t let someone else choose it for you
11. Remember that 80 percent of the success in any job is based on our ability to deal with people
12. DON’T EXPECT LIFE TO BE FAIR
Pro lives by all 12 of these rules. I hope to some day
Cheers!!
I'm fine
The average person tells 4 lies a day or 1460 a year; a total of 87,600 by the age of 60.
And the most common lie is: I’m fine.
one more chance II
Basha: Mark. I need your expert advice. Si popoy kasi eh..
Mark: Kelan naman ako naging expert pagdating kay popoy?
Basha: Kasi kanina, pinansin nya ko. Hindi na xa galit sakin. Tapos nkipagkwentuhan pa xa sakin. Oh anu yun?
Mark: Bakit? Masama ba?
Basha: Mark nandun ka nung cnigaw sigawan nia ko. Galit na galit xa sakin halos patayin nia na ko. Oh anu nang nangyre?
Mark: Eh baka okay na xa.
Basha: Okay as in? Di na xa galit saken?
Mark: Okay as in, NAKA MOVE ON NA. Na tanggap nia nang hindi na tlga kayo magkakabalikan..
Basha: TINGIN MO? :(
TINGIN KO NGA~
Mark: Kelan naman ako naging expert pagdating kay popoy?
Basha: Kasi kanina, pinansin nya ko. Hindi na xa galit sakin. Tapos nkipagkwentuhan pa xa sakin. Oh anu yun?
Mark: Bakit? Masama ba?
Basha: Mark nandun ka nung cnigaw sigawan nia ko. Galit na galit xa sakin halos patayin nia na ko. Oh anu nang nangyre?
Mark: Eh baka okay na xa.
Basha: Okay as in? Di na xa galit saken?
Mark: Okay as in, NAKA MOVE ON NA. Na tanggap nia nang hindi na tlga kayo magkakabalikan..
Basha: TINGIN MO? :(
TINGIN KO NGA~
ONE MORE CHANCE Syndrome.. .
*ONE MORE CHANCE SYNDROME.. .
.Have you watched this movie?! Great movie, nice lines and good actors!
yeah. Im quite bored now.
So, I decided to take note of ONE MORE CHANCE script! hahaha! :D
Enjoy reading! I really love this movie! :)
.ONE MORE CHANCE SYNDROME! ;)
The synopsis, The punch lines and the reactions!
MUST HAVE READ NOTE! :)
Popoy (John Lloyd Cruz) and Basha (Bea Alonzo) have been together forever.
Their love story begin when they first meet as students at a university: Popoy was majoring in Engineering while Basha was a freshman in Architecture. Eversince, they’ve been inseparable and did everything together— eating, studying and/or attending parties. Both their families loved them, they shared mutual friends and even eventually worked in the same firm. Every single component of their lives revolved around each other. So naturally, everyone assumed that they inevitably get married someday with Architect Basha designing and planning their dream house while Engineer Popoy builds it. Everything could not be more perfect.
At least that’s what Popoy thought. What he does not know is that Basha has something evil instill for him.
All the planning and dreaming eventually take a toll on Basha. Not only was she tired of trying to carve her own mark in the firm, but she also grew weary of Popoy always having to fix things for her. She suddenly tells him that she wants to resign and move to a smaller firm where she can be given a bigger chance to design on her own, which completely blindsides her bewildered beau. Basha informs him of the problem that has been culminating inside her for the past year: the real reason why she wants to leave the company is that she is tired of Popoy and their relationship. She feels hindered by Popoy’s constant attention and thinks that she hasn’t been given the opportunity to decide and plan for herself because Popoy already did everything.Popoy is speechless and devastated. That same night, Basha breakups up with him, reasoning that she needs the space to grow on her own.
Not knowing how to pick himself up after the love of his life leaves him,Popoy struggles to live his new life alone. Meanwhile, Basha follows through with her plans to resigns and transfer to a smaller firm where she begins to feel the freedom she’s been longing for. Popoy and Basha try to live without each other but the ties that bind them make it difficult for either to completely move on, especially when their families and friends are constant reminders of the promises and dreams they had during their happier days.
Slowly, Popoy learns to pick up the pieces and discovers a life that there is life outside Basha; while Basha’s finds her solitary journey harder than she had imagined, especially when she sees Popoy dating another girl.Although a part of her wants to get him back, she takes a step back and reminds herself that the decision to terminate the relationship was hers alone.
Opportunity knocks when Popoy’s aunt commissions them to build her house together.After initially feeling awkward around each other,Popoy and Basha eventually warm up towards one another especially after memories of the five years they spent together resurfaces.Slowly and unconsciously, they fall into their old routines and find themselves enjoying each other’s company once again.Both realize how much they’ve missed each other,as well as acknowledge how much they’ve changed.
But Popoy knows all too well that giving in would mean going back to how they were before. And he’s way too scared to get in the way of Basha’s growth once again, especially now that he has seen that she can do it alone.
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*It’s about how true love waits for, hopes for and needs one more chance…
The dialogue lines are heart wrenching that left me sighing…
[tagalog version]
Bahsa: “10 years from now ganito pa din kaya tayo?!”
Popoy: “11, 12, 13, 14 forever and ever!”
Basha: “Promise?”
Popoy: “Promise!”
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*WHEN LOVE ENDS.. .
Popoy: “Bash! wait! Bash sandali! Sandali lang.. .”
“Alam natin pareho na madaling sumuko pero hindi ka ganun.. .”
Basya: “Kailangan ko to . Kaylangan mo rin.. .”
Popoy: “Pero ikaw ang kelangan ko.. .”
“Bash! 5 years?! Itatapon mo lang lahat?!”
“Hindi mo na ko pwedeng pagbigyan ng isang pagkakataon para maayos ku toh?!”
Basha: “I already give 5 years of my life Poy.”
“It’s about time to give me what I want.. .”
“Wla ng tayo Poy.”
Popoy: “But you’re asking for too much.”
“Ang hinihiling mo is mawala ka sa buhay ko.. .”
*ay! ang kezo naman ni Popoy! but i like dis huh?!*
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Popoy: “Basha., mahal mo pa ba ako?!”
“Kasi kung oo pwede pa nating maayos to.. .”
Basha: “Poy, what if hindi na pala kita mahal?!”
*NGA-NGA! hahahaha! =D
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Friend Khrizzy to Basya:”If you still can fix it, try, but if this is really what both of you need…then just be strong, it will be hard and painful but hopefully all the pain would be worth it”
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*HOW LONG SHOULD YOU HOLD ON.. .
Popoy, sa labas ng bahay nila Basya. Pinagmamasdan.. .
Popoy: “Five minutes…just five seconds…promise”! 1…2…3…please…5
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*HOW SOON SHOULD YOU LET GO.. .
Popoy: “Bash…”
Basya: “Popoy, this is Mark, bago kong officemate. Mark, si Popoy”
Mark: “Mark pare.”
Popoy: “Not so nice to meet you.”
Popoy to Basha: “Why are you so dead-set in getting a new boyfriend?”
Mark: “Please Tama na!”.
Popoy to Mark: “You’re just hunkier than me but you won’t be able to pinned me down!”
[english version]
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*3 MONTH RULE BEFORE GOING INTO COMMITMENT .. .
Popoy: “Bash., di mo ba alam yung 3 month rule?!
lahat ng taong na in love at nakipag break ay alam yun.
Bash maghintay ka muna., tatlong bwan!
dba tatlong bwan bago ka makipag boyfriend ulit!
Hindi mu alam yun?!
Bash may dalawang linggo pa ako eh!
Dalawang linggo pa!
Bat ba kating kating palitan ako?! ha?! ha?!”
Basha: “Popoy,umuwi ka na!”
Popoy: “Lahat naman ginawa ko ah?!
lahat na ginawa ko., anu pa bang gusto mong gawin ko?!
Putang ina naman bash! Ganyan ka ba katigas?!
ha?!
parang awa mo na., sumagot ka naman!
ano?! sumagot ka!”
“MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA AT ANG SAKIT SAKIT NA.. .”
*kablag! sapul! aray!*
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*HOW DO YOU MOVE ON.. .
*sa bahay ng kaybigan.. .
Basya: “Hoy! anu yan?!”
Friends: “Bagong baby ni Popoy.. .”
*sa sasakyan ni Popoy with his new gf Trisha and ex Basha.. .
Popoy: “Are you okay Bash?!”
“aaa.. . si Trisha girlfriend ko.”
“Trisha., si bash.. .”
*aray!*
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*WHEN YOU REALIZED THAT HE/SHE IS STILL THE ONE, BUT THEN HE/SHE GOT SOMEONE NEW.. .
Basha: “Ako naman may gusto nito aah?! pero ba’t ang sakit sakit na?”
“Hanggang ngayon umaasa pa rin ako na sana ako pa rin. Ako lang! Ako na lang ulet.. .”
Popoy: “She loved me at my worst. You had me at my best and you chose to break my heart…”
*aahh.. .yun lang!*
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SCENE IN THE HOSPITAL.. .
Popoy to his friend Chino: ” naalala mo nung ako yung anjan?!”
“HINDI BA’T IKAW PA ANG NAG SABI SAKIN NA KAYA TAYO INIIWAN NG MAHAL NATIN KASI BAKA MERON DARATING NA MAS OKAY. NA MAS MAMAHALIN TAYO. YUNG TAONG HINDI TAYO SASAKTAN AT PAPAASAHIN. YUNG NAG IISANG TAO NA MAGTATAMA NG MALI SA BUHAY NATIN. NA ANG LAHAT NG MALI SA BUHAY MO.. .
*tama nga naman.. .*
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*MARK TO BASHA..
Basha: If I could turn back time, para maayos ko yung nagawa kong mali.
Mark: Bash, don’t ever think that it was a mistake that you chose to find yourself, that you chose to love yourself a little bit more. Bash, minsan it’s better for two people to break up SO THEY CAN GROW UP.
Don't ever think it was a mistake that you chose to find yourself, that you chose to love yourself a little bit more.
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BASHA BREAKING UP WITH POPOY.. .
Basha: “Alam mo wala ng pont to eee.. .”
Popoy: “O sige.. .”
Basha: “Lagi na lang akong mali!”
Popoy: “Anung gusto mong sabihin ngayon?!”
Basha: “Kaya tapusin na natin toh!”
Popoy: Oh sige! Break na kung break!.. .”
*PLANGAK! MAKA BREAK NAMAN TOH SI POPOY! HAHAHAHA!*
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U.S.T SCENE:
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Popoy: “Aalis na ko papunta dubai bukas”
Basya: “Pano si Trisha?”
Popoy: “Wala na kame, she br0ke up with me.”
Basya: “Im sorry.. .”
.
Popoy: “No. I am sorry. I’m sorry for not saying sorry before noong nasaktan kita. Noon kasing nagkahiwalay tayo, ang inisip ko, sarili ko lang. Yung nararamdaman ko lang. Yung gusto ko lang. I’m sorry Bash, naging madamot ako. Hindi ko inintindi na kailangan mo rin palang hanapin yung Basha’ng nawala noong minahal mo ako.
Basha: Yung Basha’ng mahal ka pa rin.
Popoy: Hindi mo alam kung gaano ko kagustong sabihin sa’yo na, sana tayo na lang. Sana tayo na lang ulit.
Pero pag sa tuwing nararamdaman ko kung gaano kita ka mahal; hindi ko maiwasang maramdaman ulit ang lahat ng sakit. And I’m sorry.
Basha: Ano ang dapat kong gawin?
…… ….
Popoy: “Di m0 alam kung gan0 ko gustong sabihin na sana tayo na lang, tayo na lang ulit.. .
kas0 ako na t0h bash eh, ako naman humihingi ng panah0n para hanapin un p0poy minahal m0.. .
…… . .. ..
Popoy: …”.sa tuwing naiicp ko kung ganu kta kamahal,
di ako maiwasan maramdaman lahat ng saket.
i want my heart t0 st0p breaking bash.. .”
Basha: I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
Popoy: No. I am sorry. I’m sorry for not saying sorry before noong nasaktan kita. Noon kasing nagkahiwalay tayo, ang inisip ko, sarili ko lang. Yung nararamdaman ko lang. Yung gusto ko lang. I’m sorry Bash, naging madamot ako. Hindi ko inintindi na kailangan mo rin palang hanapin yung Basha’ng nawala noong minahal mo ako.
Basha: Yung Basha’ng mahal ka pa rin.
Popoy: Hindi mo alam kung gaano ko kagustong sabihin sa’yo na, sana tayo na lang. Sana tayo na lang ulit.
Pero pag sa tuwing nararamdaman ko kung gaano kita ka mahal; hindi ko maiwasang maramdaman ulit ang lahat ng sakit. And I’m sorry.
Basha: Ano ang dapat kong gawin?
Popoy: Ako na ‘to eh, Bash. Ako naman ang may kailangan ng panahon ngayon. Para makalimutan ko na ang lahat ng sakit. Para maalala ko lahat ng maganda at mabuti sa atin. Para bumalik yung Popoy na nawala, noong nagkahiwalay tayo. I want my heart to stop breaking, Bash. Para pag naging tayo ulit, kaya na kitang mahalin ng buong-buo. Na wala ng anong takot kung masakatan man tayo uli.
sanaaa!!!!
Humihiling ako sa mga tala, sa buwan, sa bulalakaw, sa lahat na. Humihiling ako na sana dumating na yung taong para sa akin. Humihiling ako na sana, kung sino man yung taong yun, hindi niya ako sasaktan, iiwan at paaasahin. Humihiling ako na sana, kung sino man yung taong yun, kaya niya akong alagaan. Na sana, kaya niya akong pagsabihan kung mali ako pero sa huli, yayakapin niya ako at sasabihin sa aking hindi siya galit. Na sana, kaya niya akong ipagtanggol. Na sana, kaya niya akong ipagmalaki. Na sana, mamahalin ako. Na sana, na sana. Puro na lang sana. Sana magkatotoo ito.
Pasensya na minahal pa kita...
Minsan naisip ko, ginamit mo lang ba ako? Pero para saan?
Sinabi mo lang bang mahal mo ako,
dahil ayaw mo ako masaktan?
Pero mas nasaktan ako nung malaman kong hindi mo naman talaga ako mahal,
na ginawa mo lang lahat yun para hindi ako masaktan…
Mahirap intindihin…
Sana hindi mo na lang ako pinagaralan mahalin.
Sana hindi mo na lang ako pinaglaruan.
Sana hindi na lang kita minahal…
Pero pano yun, hanggang ngayon…
Mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal pa rin kita,
kahit na ilang beses mo na ako sinaktan,
ilang beses mo na ako pinaiyak
at ilang beses mo na rin ako iniwan…
Hindi ko naman sinasadya…
Pasensya na, minahal pa kita.
Sinabi mo lang bang mahal mo ako,
dahil ayaw mo ako masaktan?
Pero mas nasaktan ako nung malaman kong hindi mo naman talaga ako mahal,
na ginawa mo lang lahat yun para hindi ako masaktan…
Mahirap intindihin…
Sana hindi mo na lang ako pinagaralan mahalin.
Sana hindi mo na lang ako pinaglaruan.
Sana hindi na lang kita minahal…
Pero pano yun, hanggang ngayon…
Mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal pa rin kita,
kahit na ilang beses mo na ako sinaktan,
ilang beses mo na ako pinaiyak
at ilang beses mo na rin ako iniwan…
Hindi ko naman sinasadya…
Pasensya na, minahal pa kita.
ENOUGH :(
When do we say that it’s enough? Kailan ba tayo nagkakaroon ng lakas ng loob na sabihing tama na? Tapusin na lang natin to. Itigil na natin to. Kailan nga ba tayo magkakaroon ng lakas ng loob na sabihin sa ating sarili na ito na ang katapusan. Na di tulad sa computer shop na pwedeng mag extend kahit 30 minutes lang, ito wala na talaga. As in wala na. Tapos na. At kailan tayo nagkakaroon ng lakas ng loob na tanggapin na tapos na nga ang isang bagay?
Ang hirap kaya tapusin ang isang bagay na matagal na naging parte ng buhay mo. Yung tipong nasanay ka nang anjan. Yung tipong akala mo di mawawala. Sabi nga sakin, wag mag assume. Wag masyadong umasa. Kaw din, kaw din masasaktan sa bandang huli. Pero ano naman masama kung umasa ka? Masama bang maging masaya kahit sa nag iisang pagkakataon na yan? Kung papipiliin ka ano pipiliin mo? Yung di ka masasaktan kasi di ka nagtry. O yung nagtry at nasaktan ka? Di ka nga nasugatan, di ka naman natutong magbisekleta. At sa buong buhay mo magtatanong ka, ano kaya nangyari kung sinubok ko? Ano kaya pakiramdam nun?
Kung bibigyan ako ng ilang milyong pagkakataon sayo, pipiliin ko pa din na ibigin ka. Pipiliin ko pa din na umasa na sana habambuhay n atayong dalawa. Pipiliin ko pa din na lumuha sa bawat pagkakataon na nasaktan mo ko. Pipiliin ko pa ding matuklasan ang bawat kasiinungalingan mo. Pipiliin ko pa ding kainin ang pride ko para sa kasalanang nagawa mo. Pipiliin pa din kita. Mamahalin pa din kita.
Wala akong pinagsisisihan. Bawat ngiti, kilig, luha, tawa, kaba, lahat yun, itetreasure ko. Dahil sa isang pagkakataon, kahit sa iisang pagkakataon na iyon, alam kong parehas ang ating naramdaman. At sapat na yun sakin. Ang malaman kong minahal mo din ako.
Ngayon ay nagpapaalam ka na. Tama na ika nga. Hanggang dito na lang. May iba ka nang gusto. Wala na din ako magagawa. I’ve done my part. Enough is enough. There are just certain things or certain people who are not for keeps. Iba kasi ang GUSTO sa DAPAT. I still hurt. I still want you back but there’s nothing I can do. Alam ko naman kung saan ako dapat lumugar. Adios.
Isang araw, mawawala din to. Swerte mo nauna ka lang :'(
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