There are times when no matter how much we share our love and give so much of ourselves to someone, we still cannot find enough reason why he or she doesn’t seem to care about us.
When we involved ourselves to someone, all we want is the sense of belonging and assurance of commitment. A reassuring attitude tells us that we are continually loved. However, he or she, without an awareness of what is important, we got to realize how much we are hurt by the person we loved and cared for. And the worse of it, we are misunderstood… we are unappreciated… When we are appreciated we know that our effort is not wasted and is thus encouraged to give more, we are empowered and motivated to love and respect more.
On the other note, i just don’t get it why we give and give but do not getting back? We feel that our love is unacknowledged and unappreciated. We give more but receive less or sometimes nothing at all. We felt taken for granted. We have loved the person more than ourselves, swallowed our pride but it seem not enough. We thought that being always there is enough… showing how much we care is enough… but the pain inside says it’s not enough… Our minds keep saying you’ve wasted a lot of time and effort, and it’s not worth it, you don’t deserve it… But our hearts say it’s all right.. You have loved and that’s enough.
As i pound on the keyboard of this desktop computer, i stop and think… that maybe that someone can learn how to appreciate me… And looking at it now, i don’t know how i was able to manage. I’m grateful but sometimes i can’t help myself not to cry. Why? Because of simple things, signs of affection that i long to see, words of appreciation that i long to hear. We should listen to words that are not spoken and feel the things that are not seen. Those words struck me… But, maybe then i did my best and it was not good enough…
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