The Remaining of What’s Left

See, when I get the strength to leave

You always tell me that you need me


I have made my decision in this chapter. Had enough of this drama I’ve been avoiding but always come back haunting every time.Thought I’m in love but no, this is not real love.Love would never hurt each other in a way both of us can’t understand.It only tells us what’s right and acceptance of together to walk in the light.


And I’m weak cause I believe you

And I’m mad because I love you


Sometimes we are blinded of how sweet the feeling is, but memories will always there even though the colors fade away. We’re just merely human, nothing wrong with trying to be someone we always wanted to be.Sound of changes always calling until the time has come for us to see.


So I stop and think that may be

You can learn to appreciate me


Love always comes back for me no matter how hard time I’ve been passing.All I can learn from it are the feelings I’m enriching into my soulless mind.Words by words you softly speak will always there, no one can erase it.But in time those words are just words and never turn into sacrifices and I’m tired fighting this war alone.Too much blood is shed; too many wounds I’m revealing, until the feelings are slowly gone.


Then it all remains the same that

You ain’t never gonna change


Just let me go and leave me die in peace.I’m trying to live the life I’ve lost long ago when I’m busy trying hanging to you.Maybe I’m not the one you looking for, to many chances we tried and this situation makes us both weary.The future will always have something for you and it’s time for me to be out of the picture.I will always love you, it will never change; I hope you can take this lesson and be much more mature.